and you would think i would learn
instead i hold on to this scrap of reality that won’t be
the heater, while warm, can only warm my body
it does not warm the spirit like the closeness of another human
the foolish emotions that guided me here are so quick to betray me
so this is my goal to heal my soul of the last emotion i would rather not have
for what difference is it to lay on the floor alone with one mire feet away then to lay in ones bed alone with one miles away?